Being Strong and Resourceful in the Midst of Fear and Reactivity

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As I move about in the world observing and listening to what people are talking about these days, I am once again amazed by the power of beliefs and the difference of the impact between beliefs that are love based and beliefs that are fear based. It seems the media is committed to making sure you know how bad things are…over and over again. With repetition people start believing it is true. How about you?

Today I want to remind you of your strength, resourcefulness, courage, the power of your choice and your ability to learn and grow. I believe in you.

Remember all the fearful messages about what would happen when we shifted to the new millennium? We were told computers would shut down, no electricity, there would be riots and break-ins because alarms wouldn’t work, we would be vulnerable to attack and there would be no food on the shelves in markets, just to name a few. What happened…nothing. And yet millions of people wasted precious moments anticipating that something bad would happen which made it real for them until the clock ticked to 12:00 a.m., 2000.

What is the difference that makes the difference?

The work at Wings has rocked my world again and again in a powerful, positive and profound way. When I changed my mind, I changed my world is how I describe this transformation. I want to share five of the most significant shifts in consciousness that have helped me practice staying awake, being resourceful and proactive. My hope is, they will support you in remembering how powerful you are in each moment to create the world you want to live in…now.

Important reminder: These patterns are not about resisting your fear or anybody else’s…because resistance breeds more resistance. Pretending you are not afraid just makes that little voice in your head yell louder! Rather, these beliefs or presuppositions are actually based in acceptance that fear is a choice and there are other options that serve you better.

Another important piece of information…Remember when you were told that the brain doesn’t change? That you are born with a certain number of brain cells and the only thing you could do is kill them by using alcohol and drugs? Well, welcome to the world of research and discovery. Our brain structure changes responding to new thinking, feeling and experience. Neuroplasticity is a new field of science that explores this. Here is a quote that describes what happens.

“According to the theory of neuroplasticity, thinking, learning, and acting actually change both the brain’s physical structure, or anatomy, and functional organization, or physiology from top to bottom. Neuroscientists are presently engaged in a reconciliation of critical period studies demonstrating the immutability of the brain after development with the new findings on neuroplasticity which reveal the mutability of both structural and functional aspects. A substantial paradigm shift is now under way: Canadian psychiatrist Norman Doidge has in fact stated that neuroplasticity is “one of the most extraordinary discoveries of the twentieth century.”
from Wikipedia

So I am not kidding when I said, When I changed my mind, I changed my world!

Five significant shifts in consciousness that assist me to stay awake.

1. Moving from victim to accountable.
When I came into the Personal Effectiveness Seminar I believed that I was doing everything I could to make my marriage, family and life work, and I was working very hard. I was resentful with a capital R! I blamed my husband for my feelings of dissatisfaction and loneliness. I was certain he was the main reason our marriage was not working. I wanted him to change so my life would get better. I realized with some horror during PES that I saw myself as the victim of my husband.
I will always remember the freedom I felt the moment I realized that my choices were my own, that my choices had gotten me right where I was and because they were all mine…I could change them! I was the one I had been waiting for all this time. I could choose based on what I wanted instead of pleasing others. In taking ownership of my choices, being accountable, I became thoughtful about my deepest values and how to live them moment to moment. Light bulbs were going off with great regularity illuminating how much of myself I had given away by being dependent on others and seeking approval by saying “Yes” when I wanted to say “No.”
Becoming accountable means the end of blame and fault finding. It means the beginning of, I believe, the most profound spiritual path.

2. It’s about me.
Learning that whatever is going on inside of me in any given moment, feelings, thoughts, desires and actions, are about me was and still is profound and again freeing.
I am the one who decides what things mean to me and how I respond to that meaning is my creation. My assumptions, interpretations, judgments and beliefs are all made up by me and I was acting as if I was right about it all. So that’s where my loneliness, emptiness, and resentment came from…my own belief system.
What I am thinking and feeling in any moment is my greatest teacher, because they reveal my belief system. Instead of reacting unconsciously, now I can ask myself, “What am I thinking right now that is causing me to feel or act this way? If it is happening inside of me, it is about me. If it’s happening inside of you, it’s about you. This is the end of “You make me…”

3. All thoughts and emotions come from one of two sources fear or love.
When I first read this statement in A Course in Miracles, I sat there knowing I was staring at the truth. It made complete sense to me.
Fear is the thought that resists, contracts, reacts, tightens, shuts down, grasps, dominates, attacks, makes wrong and blames. Love is the thought that accepts, expands, relaxes, engages, collaborates, learns, accepts and is accountable. Fear says, “This is the way it is.” Love says, “There are other ways of looking at this…let’s look together.”
Using this premise I can locate where I am in any moment. If I am tightening up, I ask myself, “What am I afraid of?” and then I explore my interpretations of what’s going on. With that insight I can make a choice that serves me better.

4. We do not describe the world we see, but we see the world we describe.

(from Synchronicity: the Path of Leadership by Joseph Jaworski)

Say this to yourself a few times.
Now this gets really interesting and is based on quantum thought. Here is the power of language and beliefs:
“Our language and our nervous system combine to constantly construct our environment. We can only see what we talk about, because we are speaking blind, beyond language.
Language is like another set of eyes and hands for the nervous system, through which we coordinate actions with others. We exist in language. It is by languaging and recurrent actions or human practices that we create meaning together…and when we describe it, we create distinctions that govern our actions. We lay the path down by an accumulation of recurrent human practices.”
By so doing we create repeat performance after repeat performance; not seeing the truth of the moment, instead reacting to our projections from the past.
You may have thought that our attention to our use of language at Wings bordered on anal. However, shifting from describing what we don’t want to describing what we do want in a positive frame changes how we experience our world and our place in it!

5. What I give my attention to grows stronger.
When I focused my attention on what was wrong in my life…it became monumental and insurmountable. I didn’t realize that I was the one doing the focusing. I thought it was just happening to me.
When I learned that what I focused on was my choice and how I interpreted what I was focusing on was also my choice, I was blown away! When I focus on my weaknesses they increase, and when I focus on my strengths…wow…they increase.
Another way of saying this is, “What grows is what gets watered.” When I focus on being right, I keep trying to prove it. And you can imagine the results. When I focus on collaborating with a person instead of getting my way, collaboration grows in my life and relationships blossom with love and respect.

These 5 changes of mind have assisted me to stay awake and learning. I offer them to you to see if they work for you too. Let me know what you discover.
1. Moving from victim to accountable.
2. It’s about me.
3. All thoughts and emotions come from one of two sources, fear or love.
4. We do not describe the world we see, but we see the world we describe.
5. What I give my attention to grows stronger.

With love and gratitude,
Kris King

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14 Responses to “Being Strong and Resourceful in the Midst of Fear and Reactivity”

  1. Susan says:

    [...via YouTube...] Kris, I completed PES and Crossing Over more than 5 years ago, continuing adverse experiences beyond much of my control have provided me with the “excuse” to remain stuck. Spending these last few minutes watching you and listening to your wisdom once again reminds me that “I am a courageous woman living in harmony with myself and others.”  I need to get back to work using this concept of believing in myself. Thank you…Gratitude, Susan

  2. Kim LaFever says:

    I find that I keep coming back to this over and over again. The most powerful thing for me has been, “what am I feeling in my body?” and is this coming from fear or love? Getting more practice having this awareness allows me to choose in the moment. Thanks Kris!

  3. Carolyn Lohmann says:

    I love your blogs! You are such an inspiration to my journey! Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom and helping me to create more of what I want in my life… I am a confident, beautiful, and joyous woman living in appreciation of my rich and full life. Today I will remember that I am the one who decides what things mean to me, and how I respond to that meaning is my creation. What I give my attention to, grows stronger. Love it. Thank you!

  4. Sherry Plaga says:

    Refreshing and appreciated food for thought as I try to stay connected to my”home”place. Thank you for your support right now and always.

  5. Lorrie Jones says:

    Having just returned from a silent retreat, hearing you, Kris, my dear friend, has reminded me to open to this very moment, now that I’m “home”. Here is everything that I “left” to go on retreat! I am choosing to be love based in my thoughts, perceptions and choices. Each time I want to blame someone else for something I believe I am lacking, I stop – pause – and ask myself “how can I be more resourceful”? How might I shift the way I am viewing the situation? Rather than blame, how might I be accountable and compasionate with myself and others? Today I plan and commit to giving my attention to being mindful, grateful, loving and present.

  6. Lisa Lunbeck says:

    I am so grateful for your website! I love all 1-5~great reminders. In addition to your website, I read a chapter of your book every day. I randomly open it and read whatever chapter I happen to open it up to on that particular day. Today it is chapter 40~Is it time to create the world you want to live in? YES!

    I hope to see you again soon. I am soon to be on my way to attend Crossover and I am so excited about my next journey. PES was just what I wanted and what I have been looking for……However, time to journey on to the next level! WAHOO!!

    Again, thanks for the wonderful reminders….Peace!

  7. Steve Tourigny says:

    Hello Kris,

    The “earth shaker” for me is/was #5. Don’t get me wrong 1 through 4 present formidable challenge; but, #5 was counter-intuitive to someone who was a fix-it guy trying to wring the waste out of products and systems…

    The “aha moment” for me is realizing you can actually be more effective and efficient by focusing 80% on what is right and where you need to go versus what is wrong and where you should have been. Sounds simple. It is simple. The difficulty is seeing/admitting that your “waste reduction” methods were inefficient and wasteful themselves!

    Good luck in Florida, I passed along a couple of referrals to friends in the area.

    Warmest Regards,

    Steve Tourigny
    Folsom, CA

  8. Lisa Backovich says:

    Thank you for taking the time out of your life to share with all of us. I love to hear what you have to share. It makes my life much fuller. I just found your pod casts and will continue to watch as long as you choose to share. Thank you.

  9. Wendy Peters says:

    This was EXACTLY what I needed to get out of my funk!!! Fear has been holding me back and my “choices” blocked me from seeing the love that is given to me by others and also the love I NEED to give to myself!!! My choice has always been victim first and it has crippled me from sharing myself with others and also appreciating life! Thank you for the reconnect!! I appreciate you Kris and the Wings Organization!!

  10. Susan Saladoff says:

    Dear Kris,

    Once again, a fabulous reminder at exactly the right moment (why am I always surprised when that happens?) Thank you for your wisdom and inspiration. My love is amazing because of what I learned from you and Wings.

  11. Kris

    It is great and the news is “It is all about Me”.
    Thank you for the inspiration you share with all of us and the graditute I have for living in Eugene and being able attend seminars.
    Betty Thornton

  12. Kris

    It is great and the news is “It is all about Me”.
    Thank you for the inspiration you share with all of us and the graditute I have for living in Eugene and being able attend seminars as well as being able to being able to give back to others on assist teams.

    Betty Thornton

  13. Christy Covington says:

    This was wonderful. Great to get re-connected and take some time out to think about the important things I learned in PES and to be re-reminded. Taking time to absorb – stopping to smell the flowers. Thank you!!

  14. Christy Covington says:

    This was wonderful! Thank you, this re-connected me to you. A great grounding and fascinating reminder that I actually to took time to absorb. It was like stopping and smelling the roses. I am thankful that it was in written format as well, because my computer didn’t have enough streght to play the video without a consatnt delay.

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